So, almost 3 months I did not catch up with this guy (this blog I mean), what did I skipped?? Aside from still waiting for a piece of paper or two things that send me away to another strange place, I'm still here. Almost jobless for new year. Yeah yes!! I was home for christmas this year I mean last year because it is new year already. Well, what would I say is, I didn't got the feeling of Christmas Eve like it was 15 or 20 years ago. 2014 is marked as 10 years I had been away from home. Then all the feelings stay on my mind are feelings when I was young. Mom's cooking, the yard, home's scent, home's layout. Because most of them are different now. My little sisters are not little anymore. They are fine young ladies. Beauty, mature even more than me, and wise. I'm just too long away from home. Time has changed almost everything.
Here is 2015 and people are writing and obsessed for new year's resolutions. I have stopped writing new year resolution's list for years since. They didn't work for me. Or I don't get warm in it. Whatever! Then when last new year's eve, as I walked in the rent house from spending NYE with friends, a thought came across my mind. I need to, I have to, marry this year. 2015. Amen. But who is the guy? I dont know. He must be Godly man and loves me to the moon and He could makes me teribbly in love to him too. My Gooooooodd.. All my friends are getting married lately. Plissss God, let me marry this year, Ok?? I've been saying this prayer almost a year already, a prayer that this year I may met the guy and step into marriage. Amen.
